I have not abandoned the story and intend to finish it, if only for myself.
I will admit that Sunny's comments have left me a tad stymied. I am not a medical professional. I am not pretending to be writing this story for medical accuracy. What I am doing is writing an account of the events that truly happened to me. My story. From my memory. If there are medical holes, the holes are of my own doing because I am trying to at least make this story readable and not just a regurgitation of my medical file. But I am not making it up. This is not a fabrication. This is my life.
Short of scanning in my complete medical file, I do not believe that Sunny (and readers like that person) are ever going to believe that what happened to me truly happened to me. As Sunny said, "Many medical weird things DO happen to patients all the time. But they don't happen over and over again and again to the same person." Unless that person happens to be me. Because, honestly? They happen to me all the fucking time and I wish I was not so damn lucky.
I just want to say for all of you reading this blog that if you would like me to continue, please let me know. I'm beginning to think that publicly sharing this story, in this way, was not the best of ideas. I am also beginning to question just how naked I should really ever be?
Blessings.
